its funny when im on the verge of giving up, it just comes to me. i swear everything has a mind of its own. but, sadly, this only happens for some trival things, never academic.
Example 1:
ok, this is a very stupid case of me being very stubborn. the thing about me is like i like making small bets with myself. i'll be thinking like ' oh, this bus will come 5 mins later, just give it more time ' oh, since this bus past already, my bus is sure to come soon. and if it does come true, i'll be like happy for the rest of the day. but normally, bus 61 doesnt respond to my whim and fancy.
i was fed up with waiting for bus 61 [which usually takes 5mins-1/2hr to come. yes its that long!] after school [caption: when im tired and grumpy]. and when i mean fed up, im not exaggerating. i can feel my blood rising, being super pissed at the bus driver, and fighting the urge to scold. (childish! LOL) .. okayokay, anyway back to the topic, yup so when i just made up my mind to stop being loyal to bus 61, and take like another bus, 75, bus 61 comes like 1 minute later. @.@
Example 2:
already gave up hope on snec, thought they just ignored my application. and while vacation-ing in hongkong a few weeks later, shirlyn msged me telling me that snec dint even get my application. No wonder they dint even call me for an interview. So i applied again and went for the interview, but no news so far :/