pretty much, my nicknames have been altered throughout the process of growing up.



For now, its evan. much frankly,i cant stand it when even teachers call me by that.



Hitting the big two one next year. and im freaking out



Contradictory, random, awkward are pretty much what comes to mind

Music Playlist at MixPod.com chitty chatter 20090714 @ 11:10 PM hm sudden mood swings i must add i went from feeling super high to downright low... the week started out okay when i thought i was quite confident of my results.. but the marks i got didnt really tally with my semi hard-work(?).. think my study method was wrong? missed out some critical parts today was filled with highs and lows! the mood totally heightened in the afternoon and the evening. but as the night dwelled on, i started getting that hateful hollow, empty feeling again. wonder whats it caused by? that things with jeslin are not going as well as i thought? the dissapointment of possibly getting to know his true character( that is, if i have the chance) ? the dissapointment of mingyan not msging? not studying and preparing for clinic tomorrow? or just being an average prick in everything(studies, clinic, life) maybe having no motivation to just get my life started and not having as many close friends as i would like? thats probably the bigger factor and gets me down all the time how i wish i could rewind my life and erase what happened in poly year 2 links how fast do u want to get out of here?! one two three four five six seven eight nine ten e|even twe|ve thirteen fourteen fifteen Archives so passe 2005.02 2005.03 2005.06 2005.08 2005.10 2006.06 2006.11 2007.01 2007.02 2007.04 2007.05 2007.06 2007.07 2007.08 2007.09 2007.11 2008.01 2008.02 2008.03 2008.05 2008.06 2008.07 2008.08 2008.09 2008.10 2008.11 2008.12 2009.01 2009.02 2009.04 2009.05 2009.06 2009.07 2009.08 2009.10 2009.11 2009.12 2010.01 2010.02 2010.03 2010.04 2010.05 2010.08 2010.09