somehow, talking to my new found friend jeslin, i reliease i find out more and more about myself. i reliease why i act a certain way. and i have found a explanation to my somewhat superficiality! ur right jeslin! i indeed am a bit mentally inbalanced... no wonder i find joy in putting ppl down to make myself feel better : ( i reliease that i always make good friends through mentoring camps : ) shall go for mentoring more often! lol