ok.. im gonna say it again. being emo = self-indulgent i cant help myself but to type out this entry to relief my pain(?) or maybe im exaggerating. but everytime i hear her say that, my heart tinges a little. Minimal pain evolves. i guess my mum feels this way too.. maybe its my fault.. im certain its my fault... but u cant brush ur part aside either.. this is not a post to make ppl feel sorry for me.. this is just for me to de-stress and maybe express what i feel..