i had a dream about calculators. and it struck me i had lost my beloved calculator. i woke up in shock following that. i couldnt sleep... for a good half an hour
ok. pointless post! HAHAH . but at least i tried to blog :/

and there is still a lot of angst in me. im feeling very unbalanced recently. shouldnt dwell on the unhappy past since its not even what i should be concerned with. but.. i still hate u and i wake up in the middle of the night stomping my fists against the walls. what right do u have to lecture me. please dont be such a petty freak.