so this past month was a complete wash-out with so much stuff happening and so many emo moments in school : / i think i had been sad 1234565876878 times about school stuff since i first entered poly.
To think , so many changes and developments had barged into my life with a blur , i can only gasp at what had happened , without the power or will to do anything. I am down because , im the last to know certain hush hush things that happened in ur poly life , down because, there are class politics from the person whom i would least suspect , because , im plain dissapointed of how i deal with things in life , how i answer ppl , how i think , everything that had led people to think of me as whatsoever . upset because of who i am.
And i had a near death experience today. part of me wished that i had fell down the steep steps and drifted into a long coma , while, the other part of me is just grasping in between the possibilty of a concussion and survival.
However, moving on , there was quite a fair amount of glitz that spiced up my otherwise bland life : ) there was SHIRLYN'S sp star! the number of on-going songs really cheered me up as i was reminded of my choir days (which i missed dearly) , where i had a gregarious appetite to learn new songs. SHIRLYN was breathtaking as usual, but even more stunning that night, with her knockout vocals and looks! : ) congrats on getting into the finals!
a number of people went to support SHIRLYN! namely me , merlyn , esther , yulianti , zhiwei and raecheal. the guys that went were jiasheng , jordan , jeff , jinnyang , kelvin , alvin , zealous and MR THAM!!! see ts? even the lecturers are so supportive of u : D
because i looked so crazy
nothing beats the enchantment of my TS other than than the winning band! they sound absolutely captivating. their voices were amazing and blending in of the voices was perfect! the keyboard combo did the trick of rounding up the entire package and *poof* a winner evolved! : ) no words could describe the spine-tingling vibe they gave me : D
Oh oh! and i met up with natt and anglia like finally! : D was a very happy girl! we stood and talked for aout half an hour unknowingly :/ actually , i was the one doing most of the talking : ( felt kinda bad since i was holding nat and anglia and their roaring stomachs up :/ HAH but its just that i havent talked to them proper for a very long time. missed them : ) WE ARE GOING ON A SHOPPING TRIP ON FRIDAY AND POSSIBLY HAVING A SLEEPOVER ON THAT DAY! WOAHHH!! hah. so excited. FUN, here i come! clothes, please make me look thin and tall! : D
