well.. i think the last part was a bit harsh...since i used the word infernal...which is kind of bad? Idont exactly mean that..okay? HAHAHAH i just needed a word to describe... and the word infernal popped into my head plus i was reminded of the prose that my class did for lit..
it was ms noraini's literature text.ms noraini's passion. speaking of noraini, i feel i have let her down.. i did so badly for my lit...90% of my class got A1 okay! and the year before, it was 100% A1!!! i think i lost my passion for lit and kinda gave up for all my lit papers. sigh.. i lost it and i found it again.now i look forward to the intensity of a literature text. HAHAH but i wouldnt really consider taking it as a subject again.. i think its really a risk for me and a challenge to the others..like M boy... its a vast subject and u really have to have a lot of creativity and lots of space in ur mind to think. its def a thinking subject.. when i get the lit questions.and the questions stares back at me harshly in their vicious black bolding. i can really cry..the feeling is hard to describe.. and that's when the truth whacks me right in the face.. i dont know my text well enough....and i have no originality of my own to answer the question..that feeling is HORRI-GIBLE..HAHAH my own weird language again..but looking back,i dont really regret taking the subject. it made me feel special. made me feel like i had found a talented streak in me and gave me confidence. PLUS, we learnt a lot of life lessons from ms noraini.honestly, i feel that lit class was kind of a share-everyones life-especially ms noraini's-kind of class.there were times when i dreaded it.there were times when it saved me from the horrible draggy days in my sec four life. ms noraini! thank you : ) and i wont forget u and my lit class of 05/06. all the good, all the bad , i'll treasure it : D
my mum just told me that i have lived in this house for eight years.oh gosh,i got to say time tiptoes by without informing anyone. and i was unbelievably shocked that it had been eight long years. seems like only four years to me. this house has seen me in(through) my kindergarten pink checkered uniform,my sleeveless top tucked into my long skirt,my polka dot dress (which i heart the most) , the diff outfits i piece together for poly life. times pacing about the floors in my room aimlessly because of my kindergarten life, crying and pounding my fists on my bed,singing loudly in my room,practising my choir songs and adrenaline rushes solved via jumping on my bed have all been long gone. but will still be carried out in future! AHAHHA. i heart my retreat, my villa , my comfy spa where i can carry out spasms whenever i want to!! : )
HAHAHA.this last part is dedicated to Jeffery since he asked for it! : ) U YANDAOLAR.U FUNNY LIKE CLOWN! HAPPY? HAHHAHA. hope u feel better today..even though this xiaomeimei here is not of much help.jia you for gen opts! and ure really good company online : )) hahhaa. u must jio our class go out more..hahha then more fun...more bonding please! : ))
and jiasheng! hahaha. lest u say wo men liangxinde (no conscience) . hahahah. yea,u always entertain me lar, make me feel better when im down (though not all the time)AHAHAH, u deserve credit for that. THANK YOU : ) and ure good to talk to on msn.hahaha.i can pour out my grievances to you,and u always squeeze time out for me.though sometimes i may be a little irritating..u say.. HAHAH. im like that one mah..gotta get used to it...and with u around, our group is always full of laughter and smiles.. we are definitely the nosiest around..but that im glad for that..all the quiet-ness just eeries me! HAHHHA thanks again for being there and bringing laughter to all of us. : D
and kellyn.. ur my superstar!! hahah u are so good in all the subjects. : ) and urMicrosoftpowerpoint is so power...thumbs up ! HAHAH..i also want to be like u.thanks for being there whenever i need u...the times when school just started and i felt an overwhelming sense of nervousness..when i had bad moods and cried..when i complained and whined about every single thing that gets in my way..THANK YOU for being my comfort, my support! : D ..u complete my poly life..i wouldnt have made it through the first few weeks without u : )) I LOVE YOU
OK WORLD. my bed is calling out to me. HAHAH NIGHTS! : ) and JIA YOU FOR GEN OPTS!!!LAST EXAM!
